I was really a good boy

That year, I only hung out with my class boys and some close friends in school and nothing else. It was really fun, we only do all the boys' things. We played soccer, catching at the playgrounds, fishing and basketball. Nothing to do with the girls. Of course, sometimes the gals will join us but to me, i just wanna have fun. And along the way, the gals had fun too.

That year of waiting, temptation was really there!

During the year of wait, I was appointed as the class monitor and amazingly, there were a few babes in the class: Regina, Mabel, Bernardine,Yanhua, Xiaoping and many more. I begain to grow in popularity among the classmates and the girls. Maybe because it is due to my friendliness, sincerity and funny self, I always have the capability to make people around me laugh.

One girl actually asked one of her friends in the same class to convey a message that: If she is not attached, she will consider me as her boyfriend.
I actually told her that I am waiting for a girl and wont be interested for the next 1 year. That was how true I was as a boy, waiting for a girl.

Jennifer hurt me too...

We were getting really well, meeting each other once during school days and once during weekend. It was really a strong puppy love and I had no interest of any other girls except her.

Then I went into secondary 3 (15 years old) and study got abit more serious. Once, she told me that she had left all her books in school and had not brought back home to study. I was angry and i actually told her off saying that if you dont bother study then what do you want to do next time? She got upset and thought that I was looking down at her.

Two days went past and she did not contact me, by the next few days, she actually told me that she wanted to break up. It hurt me. But as I loved her, I let her go. From there, I swear to myself that I will continue to love her for the next one year and I wont go into relationships in this one year.

The seventh one... God sent (at least from a teenager point of view)

Her name was Jennifer. I still remember there were 7 of us going after her during a weekend to Marina Square. We were in the train and there she was, standing near the train door with her gal friend. Among all the 7 guys, I took the courage to walk up to her and started chatting. The other guys followed. She gave us her home number and that night, all of us were calling her! I had a good chat with her over the phone and there were several calls that came in. I was told to hold and after 3 or 4 in-coming calls, I am always the one that stood last talking to her. By the end of the 2nd hour of chat, I summoned all my courage and went:"Jennifer, would you want to be my steady?". And she went:"Sure!". And that night, we were officially together. The first weekend was great! We met for a movie and while we crossed the road, with the traffic light pressing on us, she reached out her hand and held mine to cross faster. That moment was really special (for me to even remember now, right?).

In the cinema, we kissed. And I was grasping her nice bosoms for the next hour or so. That was really one of the more serious "grasping" relationships that I came across.

The next girlfriends

After I ended my first relationship at the age of 12, I entered into my first year in secondary school. It was a rather notorious school and the good students were in the top 5 classes... the other 3 classes... notorious. I chanced upon this gal that was in Sec 2 while I was in Sec 1. Ah, I remembered, her name was Susan. Skinny good looking gal with 2 other gals always hanging out together. We were together for 3 months or so. Then came this gal called Joanne, another sec 2 gal. We were together for another 3 months. Then came Veron and Veronica. One more to the list, her name was Lizhu and that was before I met my puppy true love at the age of 14.

Ok, I confess, for all that I mentioned so far, I did not go further than holding hands, kissing or even the second base. I was really a gentleman (then). And frankly, I regretted... I should have went down to 3rd base even, heavy petting and all, ask for some blows and maybe even have sex with all of them. Anyway, I was 13 going to 14 then, who would expect a boy to start so young right? So lets do a count till then: by the age of 14 (Sec 2), I had already 6 puppy relationships with the gals (May, Susan, Joan, Veron, Veronica and Lizhu.

Then came my first true love... the seventh one. The most memorable one...

First Girlfriend

I still remember when girls of my age then (13 to 16 years old) were people that we can play with, talk and have fun. I did not know what's the physical implications and why girls are so amazing then, until my first experience.

I was getting my PSLE results then, when my school mate's sister came along with her to get the results. We chatted awhile and I was introduced to her sister. That night, by small boy's charm, her sister (May) called me!

That was my first "charming" girls experience and i know I am in for a good time. That night itself, we became "steady" over the phone. And that weekend, we met as a group date (2 boys, 2 girls). We went to Bukit Merah cinema for a movie and in the cinema, I held her hand. That was the first time when a gal allowed me to touch her (i mean her hand). I felt my stuff going stiff inside my pants and I knew then there was more to anticipate.

After the movie, we went to the girls' house and inside, we played games and had lotsa of fun. Before the night ended, she bidded me farewell at the flat void deck and we kissed and I leaned myself (full body) against her body. That was when I knew boys can feel so excited by just hugging cos I could felt my dick rubbing against her. I was 12 years old then. But the sensation lingers even now when I am 34.

We dated for 2 weeks or so and when I started my secondary school life in January 1980. We stopped contacting.

And then next "girls" episodes began!

In my neighbourhood, sexual experiences were maximum!

I always wonder if I observant or horny since young... I seem to have this ability to sense women showing off their breasts or panties without themselves knowing!

I could sense it when I am the train, standing besides women who are sitting down, glancing straight down into their breasts.

Once, I even noticed this man rubbing his dick against the asleep woman's shoulder while he was staring down her breasts in a bus home. I was telling myself how great a ride that man had home and remembered quite clearly that this woman was quite a babe...

I even walked along side with a women whose bra was so loose that i could peep from the side and see her nipple from her sleeveless top that she was wearing. That was one of the best scenes and I actually ejaculated/ climaxed beside her without even shaking my dick!

Got once, in the train, this woman was wearing a dress with buttons from top to bottom. I had no choice but to look through her breasts and panties through the holes the buttons made with her dress!

I have not even got into details of the ladies living next doors yet...